Do you believe in always,the wind
said to the rain
I am too busy with
my flowers to believe,the rain answered

My theatre class is in a tiny room the school rented above a bank because the theatre building was condemned.
lol.

Current Mood: amused

Well I just got back from the Emergency Room. 'Twas a fun trip. Apparently I was not responding to the antiobiotics the dentist gave me so I had to go have an IV of some other kind of antibiotics, I learned that IV's feel really fucking weird, so I am now taking different antibiotics for the week and they gave me percocet. Hopefully this will finally kill the swelling and my face will return to a normal size. Also I like being able to open both eyes. WI am particularly happy about the percocet. My dentist has always had this assumption that since I am small drugs will affect me twice as much as other people. So he has told me to take half a vicodin every 6 hours. I have been taking about 1 and half every 4 hours and still being in pain. I have decided that I trust doctors more than dentists now, and I think I am starting to get over my paralyzing fear of doctors, save paramedics and gynecologists. For now

Well many of you have heard me bitching about my teeth hurting lately. I thought it was because my wisdom teeth were crowding them together but apparently one of them was infected (yeah I didn't even know that could happen) anyways I apparently don't have as much bone in the front of my jaw as most people do, so the swelling from the infection is really extreme. I had to have a root canal today, which was really fun, and I go back on Wednesday to have it finished. They left my tooth open in case there is any fluid that needs to drain out of my face. It's pretty gruesome. However, I am feeling better than I was and I have a ton of vicodin. I will be home and missing class for the rest of the week though, which I really can't afford to be doing but there isn't much else I can do. My face is about double in size, I can barely open my left eye, and I am pretty hopped up on pain killers. I feel bad, because my mom also had surgery today. She had skin cancer again, on her eyebrow and they had to remove it. That said, they think her eyebrow is going to look much better than they previously anticipated. So we are both home sick together. Which is nice in that we get to chill together, I miss her.

Current Mood: blegh

Well here I am at PSU. I got my room all set up and it is roomier than I was expecting it to be so that is nice. Joe put all his stuff in but hasn't moved in himself yet so I am chilling by myself for now. Everything on campus is closed today so suffice to say I have been pretty bored and no is being all too social yet. Tomorrow activities start so hopefully I will meet some cool people. Living in the city is nice in that I am really close to everything, however it is extremely noisy. There are sirens that go by my window about once every hour all night. Also the cafeteria hasn't opened yet and all the other on campus food places are closed on Sunday so I have had to get creative with my food today, or rather eat a ton of mcdonald's.

Current Mood: hungry

you said Is
there anything which
is dead or alive more beautiful
than my body,to have in your fingers
(trembling ever so little)?
Looking into
your eyes Nothing,i said,except the
air of spring smelling of never and forever.
….and through the lattice which moved as
if a hand is touched by a
hand(which
moved as though
fingers touch a girl’s
breast,
lightly)
Do you believe in always,the wind
said to the rain
I am too busy with
my flowers to believe,the rain answered

My boss looks and sounds (more sounds) just like Mike Rowe.

Also the old people that go to CostCo are way nicer than the people at the Dew Tour.

I am going on my first business trip! Thursday-Saturday I will be up in Washington on business staying in a hotel room my boss paid for ^_^ I am made of badass. Ok so... technically we are just going to do a soda sampling demo for CostCo up there... but it's still a business trip! ^_^ I am so excited. Plus it means I get to spend the weekend in Washington with Cj.

Current Mood: excited

Damn, I was still pulling for General Wesley Clark.

I had a nice birthday, it was still pretty chill but I actually did something this year so it was nice.

My favorite present was from my sister, she gave me a snail. She caught him in the backyard put him in a margarine tub and wrapped it. She's pretty cool like that :)

I finally got my schedule all figured out, it isn't quite what I had hoped it would be but oh well.

I ended up dropping my german class after taking the placement test online and not surprisingly I didn't test high enough to be in 200 level german. However I don't want to take 101 so I have to wait until next term to take german 102/103 as they aren't offered right now. So instead I signed up for the Transfer inquiry class I was supposed to take, I don't really know if I technically need it since I am transfering later but it seemed like a pretty neat class and it was one of few classes I could take right now that fulfills a requirement. Unfortunately it is only offered at one time and it is a night class. The class itself is from 5:30-6:45 which isn't bad, but the required mentored inquiry for it is 9pm-9:50pm. So I am pretty displeased about that, I am also a little irritated with the concept of mentored inquiry in the first place. I don't understand why I am required to have a grad student tutor me but at least that way I know I get all my homework done for that class? And maybe I can skip it. However I never have a class before noon, and MWF I only have a dance class and then I am done for the day.

I technically already have all of the lower division credits I need for my major but they didn't want me to take upper division classes, so I think my world lit class counts towards english elective choices in my major or falls under the lit category, I a mnot quite sure. The contemporary politics class just goes into my elective category as I already have enough history/social science credits for my BA requirements.

So basically this semester I was unable to really start doing anything all that meaningful for any of my degree requirements aside from just having more credits. Next term I will be a sophomore though and can thus register earlier and they won't scoff on me taking upper division courses so hopefully I will just have a good time with the ones I took this semester and have a smooth transition into college life? Yay?

Current Mood: indifferent

I must say I am not too happy with the massive impersonal style of PSU. I am tired of everything being a little online bubble thing, it is mostly fine except that if I have a problem I don't really know where to go. They said they would take care of our housing problem, but I don't really know if they have because Joe is not shown on the system as having a roommate and neither am I. As much as I hated the competetion and superior attitude of private schools, I really miss the way they personally dealt with each student.

Current Mood: irritated

We got a Wii ^_^

Current Mood: excited

I got new bedding for my dorm today! It is very pretty and ecclectic. I also got towels and I have my mini fridge and tv, and new decorations. It feels so good to get new things and move and start fresh and new. I am excited ^_^

Let's see what else is new. Kickboxing kicked my ass as well so I need to get back into shape, but soon I will be able to kick serious ass!

I got these giant comedy/tragedy faces from John and expect that you kids will help me to paint them? I want to put them in my dorm room and it would be nice to know they were made by friendly hands. They shall be sitting out with some paint for your creative insights at the jewelry making party, which I am thinking will be next weekend. If you have string, hemp, elastic, or beads of any sort (save those gnarly pastel plastic ones >.<) that you would like to donate I would be much obliged.

That's all folks!

Current Mood: energetic

I am no longer unemployed! Yay!
I am working for Bridge City Promotions (Cj's work place) promoting Crater Lake soda for the summer. Put simply I will be the chick giving out free samples at the store/event. Hopefully if the boss likes me I can fill in for Cj as her assistant for the month of July and thus have some more solid income as this work is a little inconsistant.

I am excited ^_^ Now I can stop feeling bad for having free time.

Current Mood: excited

Grad night was fun, I won a boat! It was an all around good time, although it needed to end about an hour and a half earlier.

I am officially a starving a college student now. High school is done, for real and for good. I guess it doesn't feel that monumental to me, because I often forgot I was in high school still. I have so many friends that are college students I always felt like awkward and trapped inbetween high school and college, like I had one foot on the ledge of high school and one on college and I was always leaning one way or another trying to figure out where to go; so being done with high school just makes me feel right. I feel like I am where I am supposed to be in life, and I am very excited about PSU this fall. I am determined to make friends and get involved and kick ass and take names!

I guess my big introspective reflection on high school is this: "What a long, strange trip it's been." Overall I think I actually had a really good time, I met a lot of amazing people, I got into theatre and choir, and I learned a lot both in academics and in life lessons.

I am excited for the future

Kudos was last night, for those of you who were not in attendence. It was amazing ^_^ The best part was giving awards to my cast. I kind of botched my senior goodbye, I had run out of things to say at this point as I had already thanked everyone and when I tried to get at all sentimental I cried so I just said something sarcastic and stopped talking. Same thing happened when I tried to talk to John. Anyways, I recieved three awards which blew my mind. I got best thechie in a musical, Techie of the Year, and Thespian of the year which was the real surprise. I was really excited! I

Anyways, long sentimental blog about my drama experience later. As for now I am very late and must be off to class.

Here's to AP tests being over ^_^

Current Mood: amused

I took my AP Governments test today I think I did pretty darn well on it, so I am pretty stoked about that ^_^ especially since I am confident I will do well on my english one and don't really care if I pass my Euro one.

I also got to walk around outside in the sunshine ^_^ yay. I had to stop and rest a lot because I am still sick... but it was still grand!

Now I am going to go take a bath and watch a movie and then maybe read a book and I am NOT going to study or do any homework. =^_^= yay!

Current Mood: mischevious